Friday, July 23, 2010

The Death Of Hippies and Tree Huggers-Animal Babys

I typed this on June 20,2008 in response to some chick I knew posting all the crap about "Not eating animals" cause it is killing. It is a little outdated and all and I am smarter now. But enjoy a blog I did 2 years ago!
Well I am here, and now I am typin to you all.


1st. Why do folks make statements regarding the treatment of or the killing of animals... but then drive/ride in some polluting car or truck?

2nd. Why do the same folks complain about the clothing industry and fur but then go and buy clothes made by some kid in China?

3rd. If you are gonna be a hippie then be one don't preach half and then leave the other half to the birds. It is Hypocritical and it is stupid.

4th. I do not condone killing except to feed me and my family/friends. If you want to not eat meat cause of the killing of some poor little cow/chicken/deer that is your thing, but every time you uproot a veggie you kill it. so you are in essence still a killer.

5th I am gonna eat the heck outta some beef, chicken, deer, fish, and pig. Morals against eating meat is a lost cause. I will eat a salad too so I can have both sides of the spectrum, on top of that I wear leather boots which comes from a cow.

In finishing I have seen all the "videos" about the way a "food" animal is treated and yes it is wrong but is it as wrong as little kids in 3rd world country working to make the clothes we wear? If it is equally wrong am I gonna stop buying the stuff... no I am not. I do not care how the food gets to my table as long as my family is not hungry, and I do no care how the clothes are made as long as they (my family) has clothes to keep them protected.

That is all and these are all my words I did not copy paste nor did I watch some vid and have so tree-huggin protein deficient man/woman with there eco-friendly car tellin me what to think.

Duke--and I still don't care
Nothin you can say will change me

Monday, June 21, 2010

Laughing to not be Embarrassed

Hello readers,

Today I am going to tell a little story, it is about myself (DUH! You know me) and what happened when I went to get my GED and what went down and about some thing all fat people try to do to defuse a embarrassing moment.

Ok we (GED Test takers) had to up at the school at 8:30am. So I got there around 8:10am so that I could get a seat at the table cause there was only 4 seats at tables. I assumed that a desk would be to small for me. There I was sitting there and I was waiting along with everybody else and the Instructor came out and told us to sign in and get our drivers licences out. The she proceeded to tell us that we had assigned seats. I felt my heart sink because I knew the desk was to smell for me. I had been there a week before to registers and saw the desk. So there I was about to have a heart attack because I knew the desk was going to be to small and I was hoping so much I would be seated at the table by some Divine providence. I get closer and closer to the Instructor and then.....

I got a seat in the back where the tables are as I was lookin at my number and trying to find my seat I realized a desk. I was so sad and I almost threw up because now I had to ask because I could not fit in the desk. Well there was a few folks in the classroom by then. I had to try to make light of it. So I casually said "There aint no way I can sit my fat butt in the little desk, I ought to sue for discrimination" They all laughed but inside I was about to die. I was so ticked off. Not at them but at myself. Why am I like this I asked myself. Well anyways The other instructor came and had to make a way to switch me around with someone. Well that made it a bigger deal cause I had to stand up in class waiting for her to get done. So now everybody that was coming in and seeing me standing there. In there minds I could hear fat sucker cant sit in a desk and I but he losses weight no. Now I am unsure how many if anyone thought this. But In mind I knew they were saying it. It was horrible. Well I sat there at my seat at the table and I almost cried from the stress I just went through.

Now with all that being said here is the question part of all this.
How does it make you feel when you are embarrassed and what do you do to try to defuse it? I know when going out to eat I always have to ask to sit at tables because because the darn booths and there tables are bolted in. I almost dont go places because I am scared of this happening.

Now those of you that know me real well know I am not scared of much but this is the one thing I am. I am ashamed to say so but it must be told because it is part of the story. I will fight you I will do what I have to but my weight is the one thing I am afraid of.

So that is it for now. I will see yall soon.

This is Duke and I am signin out.

Peace, Love and all that Jazz

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Video Games and some loosers.

Hey Yall,

I come to you today with another question like blog.
I have a Xbox 360,Xbox,Ps2,Nintendo 64 and a Super Nintendo. My brother has a Ps3,Ps2, Nintendo GameCube and a Psp.
Which Is you favorite?
Mine has to be the Ps3 right now. BUT. I have Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 and to be quite honest with you the single player is not all that great. So I was online all the time. I have prestiged 3 times and I am back up to LvL 53. Now here lately there has been something going down that really ticks me off. Camping little kids. They are everywhere and on every team. I HATE THEM! It has gotten so bad that I have quit playing. I am not a bad player at all. The most kills I have gotten in Team Death Match is 31 and the most kills I have gotten is 72. It is just so aggravating to play and have these campin n00bs killin you. So no more COD:MW2 for a while.

Now I have picked up a SNES and a bunch of games lately and I am now playing the crap out of it. I had forgotten how awesome the SNES was. I have all the Donkey Kong Country games and some others that I had as a kid and I have to say theses are some of the best games I have played in a long time. They are fun and entertaining and can keep you busy for hrs. I am trying to get more games, I have been on e-bay a bunch to get them but do any of yall know where I can find anymore games at?

Here is another question, What was you favorite system of all time and what was the game you loved most?

So that is it for now. I will see yall soon.

This is Duke and I am signin out.

Peace, Love and all that Jazz

Ps I cant wait to pick up the new Halo game!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

My Sense of Humor

Hello Ya'll

It has been a few weeks so here goes.
Ok this is going to be about my sense of humor. Now I LOVE to make people laugh. It is what I am good at doing. But I have a major fault. Hardly anything makes me laugh. Now if you are laughin I will laugh with you but as far as watching a movie that is SSSSOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY, I uasually hate them. Movies like the Scary Movies, Meet the Spartians, Epic Movie and so on. I just HATE them. To me they are so stupid and should be cast into a burning lake called Hell. Can you explain why they are so funny? I dont think you can. I saw Year One the other week and I thought it was one of the stupidest movies I have ever seen but my best friend came home and said it is one of the funniest things he has even seen. Why is that I mean really? I love Stand Up the most but movies I just cant see them as funny.
I know when I was younger I could laugh more. I guess that the older I get the less funny stuff becomes. But I guess that is just me.
How about you? Are you like myself and hate thoes kind of movies or are you like my best friend and love them? Let me know in the comment section.

So that is it for now. I will see yall soon.

This is Duke and I am signin out.

Peace, Love and all that Jazz.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Finding Real Friends. 20 Things That Show A Good Friend.

Hello yall

I am here and still having a hard time with the death of so many. My grandmother died this month, my great aunt died this month, one of our dogs had to be put down, her 11 puppies died all within 2 weeks of being born, and I just found out that one of my uncles died.
That being said I would like to talk about friends and what I think a real friend is. I will do this in a list form. Now I am talkin about what I believe makes a good friend, you may think different but here goes.

A Real Friend will
1. Come 2 hours to pick you up so you can hang with him for a weekend because your car is broke down and you have no job.
2. Pick you up when you are broke down and help you get your broken down car back to his house and ask his dad to help and his dad is cool with it.
3. Will come over after work and a 2hr drive to watch your house for 1 day and not take the gas money you left for him.
4. Will not judge you for caring about something you are passionate about.
5. Will not care that you read comic books and collect "figures" that are really just toys! LOL!
6. Love you and all your faults, even tho they hate your faults.
7. Will tell you if he/she hates you girlfriend/boyfriend and why.
8. Will call you on your birthday and say happy birthday.
9. Will realize that even tho you are having a hard time with death and say you "dont want to be bothered" you really want to talk and are really happy they called.
10. Will stand up for you when folks talk crap about you.
11. Will not try to hit on a girl you like.
12. Will offer to pay for your meal.
13. Will invite you somewhere even tho they know you hate that place just to see if you want to hang out.
14. Will give you a chance to play the game even tho you suck!
15. Will cover for you in a time of need.
16. Will burn you a copy of that dang cd you been askin about for like 2 months
17. Will not tell your deep dark secrets to anyone.
18. Will not hold a grudge on you when you do something real screwed up.
19. Will not judge your looks.
20. Will accept you for the way you are and not try to change you. I am takin about the way you look or your weight.

Now I am not saying that this is all but these are some pretty awesome way to tell if someone is a real friend. Now I have a few Folks that belong here. Andrew, Nick, Bryan, Brandon, Carl, Eisy and My sister Kari.
I am not sayin that I am perfect but I will do and have always tried to do all of these things. Thanks for being Awesome guys.
So that is it for now. I will see yall soon.

This is Duke and I am signin out.

Peace, Love and all that Jazz.

Monday, February 15, 2010

Hey Yall!

I Will start posting again this week, I am still having a hard time getting over my grandmothers death and now I find out my aunt might die this week. So needless to say I am have another hard week. I dont know how many more I can take!
This is Duke and I am singin out

Peace, Love and all that Jazz.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Death for Me? No...

Well you guys I am going to be gone for a few days. My grandmother passed on yesterday and I am leaving tomorrow to go to Indiana to go to the Funeral. Sorry I have not posted in the last few days I have been so sad and tired.

I will be Back Monday or Tuesday. I have 2 really good blogs that I am going to do when I get back. So be expecting some good stuff.

So that is it for now. I will see yall soon.

This is Duke and I am signin out.

Peace, Love and all that Jazz.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Relationship or Becoming a Hermit?

Hello Guys and Gals,

Well you guys I am going to explain to you why I don't have or participate in any kind of dating or whatever you want to call it. Now as you all know I am a large man. I am very down on myself. I look at other fat people and I am disgusted in them, I see all these gainers on YouTube and I am disgusted in them as well. Now I do not hate them but I am sickened by there size and the sloppiness that most of them have.

Well that same hatred that I project to the is the same I project onto myself. I am disgusted in myself and in the way I look and all that jazz. Well in saying that I am not sloppy! I do not smell like old cheese or vinegar, most of them nastys do tho.
Now I have always tried to do something about it but it is not as easy as smaller people think. ( will have a blog about what I think of smaller people later)
Now I project theses thought onto myself and I think to myself "How could anyone love me? How would anyone look at me without hating me" Now I know I have friends that don't look at these thing but new people; do they think these things.

Being like this makes me shallow I know but I am not attracted (Now I do not mean as friends I mean in a spouse way) to big people (Women)and that is also why I do not think I have the right to judge people who are not attracted to me. So I do not even pursue a relationship.

Now not to say I never want to get married or anything like that but I am not even open to letting people into my life because of my insecurities. I have to say That Yes I do like someone but I am far to ashamed to even try to presue anything because I am way to scared of being rejected because of my weight. So for now as since I am around 18 I am alone and will be alone until I am a much smaller man

Now I might never be small you say, well I might just be a hermit the rest of my life.
That is all for now people. Thanks for reading.



Peace



This is Duke Signin out.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Weight Loss? Measurments of A Big Guy.

Hello Guys and Gals,

Well Yall I did a Youtube Video last night, in it I posted my Measurements. I did this to let folks know how big I currently am and so that I would have a video record of it. Well I know there are people that read this that dont watch my videos so I am now going to post it here as well.

I am 6'2"

Head-24 3/4"
Chin Area-24 1/2"
Double Chin-29 3/4"
Neck-21 3/4"
Chest-65"
Bicep-19"
Forearm-(r) 14 3/4" (l) 14"
Wrist-9"
(Just Cause) Hand Length-9"
Waist-74"
Thigh-32"
Calf-22"
Ankles-(r) 12 1/4" (l) 12 1/2"

Here is a pic to go along with my mass of a person

Well you guys that is my sad story, I am not proud of it no not at all. I am very ashamed at the fast that I have gotten so big. But there is nothing I can do about it other than lose it. It will always be my shame. I will have a blog up tomorrow giving some of the reasons I do not want to have kids, I will say right here my weight is one very BIG reason I do not want any. I do not want to pass these "fat" genes on to my kids. But that is all for now. Thanks for reading and I hope you have a great day!

This is Duke Signin off.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Self Confidence Is Such A Downer....

Hello Yall,

Self Confidence..... Why is it so hard to come by. I mean to say I am a very big guy so of course mine is very low, Yet there are people that are way smaller than myself that... well have no Self Confidence either. I am baffled at how smaller than me guys have such a hard time with this. I know from experience that when I lose weight like 50lbs or more my Self Confidence goes up a good bit. That is not to say that I am some super Self Confident man it is just to say that guys that look good need to step it up.

Now I know you are wondering "What Brought This On"
Well to be honest lots of thing did, First I am single and have been since I was a teen. Second I was takin a bath today (Bad shoulder it need heat) and the tub has mirrors all around it and so needless to say I could see myself...... I could see myself alot and to be quite honest I was about to start crying. I am being real with you guys and gals. I all of the sudden got so depressed that it was sad. I hate myself. Not The person Duke but the physical Duke. I am losing weight at this moment but I am finding it so hard to stay focused because of the way I look. Self Confidence=0 in my live I may even be Neg.

Now I think that bring this big and looking the way I do has a huge.... (dang you PUN.) affect on me never talking to girls and is the core reason I am still single. I hate me so how could anyone love me?
Ofter time I am thinking to myself "what do my friends think of me" and I am sure on the surface they dont think about it but deep down they might resent me. Not that they would ever say this to my face because I am still a force to be reckoned with. But inside what do they say.Well that is all for now I will leave it to you to ponder what I have said.
This was me poring out my soul and this was Duke on "The Way I Think"

Peace and have a good one.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

XBOX is a leach... Bill Gates sucks.

Hello Yall,

Well today is a very special one, today I am gonna hate on the Xbox.
Now I know some of you love you Xbox and I am not gonna knock it as a system but it seems like all the Xbox wants to do is take every bit of the money you make.

I will elaborate, I bought a Xbox 360 pro. It cost $250 (I got mine for $200 from a friend) It CO$T money to use the net or "Xbox Gold Membership" Then it comes with a controller this controller comes with some AA Batteries, To get a rechargeable Battery it CO$T $10.00. Suckage. Now for the Gamertag His was something like BubbaNuker or something like that..... Well that does not suite me so I wanted to change it well that CO$T like $12 (Well it was like $8 but I had to buy Microsoft Points and you cant just get $8) More money. Also If you want you Xbox to have a WIFI modem it CO$T anywhere form $50 (REFERB) to $85 (New) My goodness I was unprepared for all these CO$T.

Now I am being unfair to it because I am used to PS3 and you don't have to pay for all these things. But Still Microsoft is really leaching the heck out of of you. If you don't have the money for all these things it sucks. But that is me being a baby about having to pay for everything.

That is all for now yall have a great night.

This is Duke Signing out. Thanks for reading.

Monday, January 18, 2010

First Time In A While

Hello Y'all!



I have not blogged in years but I figured I would give it a shot again.

I am going to try to do one everyday day, if I will or not is another story.

I can say one thing, when I do post you will be entertained and you will enjoy reading what you are reading! If you are a fan of my videos you will be a fan of this because this is me with out a time limit. I try to keep my videos down to 6 mins and under, altho sometimes it is a hard thing for me to do.



I have 2 persona's that will be coming to you guys here. I have the Restrained Duke who will say things in a nice way so as not to hurt feelings and then there is the Released Unrestrained Duke who Will use (parentheses) to say what he wants to say. I do not swear in live forum so this is all kid friendly to some extent. I say thing I want so some may find it offencive. I will post a Story later on about one of my friends but for now....



Peace!

This is Duke Signing out, Have a good day.